Blackout Room = Troll Central Station

Let me start this post by asking a question that could hit on the fact of how way too many sex party promoters do false advertising.

Patrons, of those parties that claim to have so many hot and sexy guys confirmed to attend with a blackout room as part of, or is the entire the set up for the party, how many have you discovered to have a bevy of trolls in attendance instead?

I'm sure your answer is EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM.

It's a fact that I probably don't need to point out, but men with any degree of confidence in their looks don't want to hide it when pursuing a sex partner, because they have a confidence in their looks that makes them know what they want instead of settling for anything with a pulse the way trolls do. Trolls go to a sex party, and if it's in a dark room, if you have a nice body, you're a bigger target, but in all actuality, almost any body will do. And no matter how much you may try to get them off of you, their desperation makes them ignore your body language and/or words saying "NO".

In some cases, the trolls make the "blackout room" themselves. I volunteered at one party where to create an ambiance, we changed the white light bulbs originally in the area to colored bulbs. As I'm taking a tour after all of the set-up crew's hard work, I come back to that area I was setting up within the 1st hour of the party to find practically all of the lights are OUT. And since I have the rare gift of being able to have some degree of vision in the dark, I get to see who the culprits are that without haste are now lining the newly pitch black walls...TROLLS. Now, had they had any degree of self-confidence maybe they wouldn't be justify being called "trolls". However, to undo my work because of your low self-esteem makes you the very ugly bitch that you think that you are.

A part of me feels sorry for them being so desperate, but another part of me bears in mind how they most likely made themselves into this. Whether it's by them making themselves a slave to the corporate world that they never got up from behind a desk and did anything for themselves which has led to the pounds getting put on. Or made their boss into a god by catering to that boss's bitchiness that they've worried to the point of aging before their time. Or if it's by excessive drug use taking its toll by speeding up the aging process. Or excessive drinking that has led to a gut that makes you look like you're 9 months pregnant and your water can break at any second. I then realize that I AM NOT A RENTBOY or RENTMEN, therefore I don't have to cater to your physical flaws induced by your own lacks in self-worth and self-pride.

In short, unless I decide to escort, you made your bed, now lie in it...alone.

I like reveling in the beauty of my partner during sex. To the point that of all the tryst I've had at my place, all but one had the lights ON. And that one exception was because my room was such a horrid mess more than the others that even I couldn't bear to look at it.

Anyway, proof of my love for seeing my partners can be found as early as my post from just a couple of weeks ago, "Write That Down #20", where I said:

"....I myself am just coming back from the Hot Jock Party where I was a top all night. Pleased to say that I pretty much sucked and fucked the United Nations as my playmates included the bubble-butts of a Latino, a muscular White American and a muscular Euro, and a tall and slim Black guy. No Asian booty got plugged, but I did cop a feel of some of their smooth asses and suck on some of their cocks."

Now, if I was all about sex in a blackout room, then how would I know and adore the fact that I was dipping my dick in a bag of Skittles and "tasting the rainbow"....and what a sweet rainbow it was. Being able to see you in the dim or full-on lights allows me to have no regrets.

I don't like having to refer to the lights coming on as "the ugly lights". At the Hot Jock Party, I don't have that problem. But there are some parties that I won't name the names of (this time) where you will have that problem.

Therefore, for someone to host a party in complete darkness is not looking to cater to a crowd self-confident about their looks. They're catering to those with low self-esteem who wish to hide. I will admit that this is to some degree a "damned if you do, damned if you don't" scenario. Because while a room full of people arrogant over their looks can create an annoying vibe, a room full of people with think of themselves as ugly creates a depressing vibe. So your choice becomes which can you endure and get over easier, (a) the annoying vibe or (b) the depressing vibe. I personally will take choice (a) because I can fuck that annoyance vibe away alot easier,  while the depression vibe may kill my chance of even getting a hard-on altogether.

Now, those who think they're so cute shouldn't get too comfortable. For most of the guys we think are attractive now are living the very aforementioned lifestyles that lead them to becoming trolls in the near future. So they will soon be living in Troll-dom themselves because the fact is....youth hides the effects of those aforementioned lifestyles that leads one to become a troll for but so long. Proof can be found in many old pictures of guys that you would now classify as trolls.

So in closing, I say to you self-confident hotties looking for a party, if you see "blackout party" in an ad....STAY AWAY! And you hosts claiming that you'll have so many hot guys in your party when it's a blackout party....SHAME ON YOU for making such promises! Because we all know the equation:

Blackout Room = Troll Central Station

And if they didn't know before, thanks to me....they do now.

They Dared To UN-dress Inappropriately

I went to a sex party Friday, and evidently somebody did not read my post, "Sex Party Etiquette: UN-dress Appropriately". In fact, a few people there didn't read the post.

There was one older white guy there wearing a polo-shirt and underwear trying to check me out. I ignored his glances. There were also these 2 big black guys who for all I know may have been twins, because once I saw what they were wearing when they considered themselves undressed, they weren't worth taking notice of in my book. They were BOTH wearing black tank tops, grey cotton boxers, and white tube socks. Matching undergarments pieces - GREAT, but not for a sex party. The only difference between them was that one went even further into their lack of knowledge of sex party etiquette by wearing a baseball cap. And a baseball cap was the problem for me with another guy, who was wearing a jockstrap.

This guy with the jockstrap may fall into a different category, but he did have something that made me turn him away along with the baseball cap. He was good-looking, had a nice plump ass, and I could have easily killed 2 birds with 1 stone. I could have both satisfied his desire for me that he showed by circling me like a vulture does a dead carcass, and stroked my ego simply by using the one stone of fucking him senseless. BUT I would have had to do it "doggy-style", because (it may seem a bit "Chelsea boy" attitude) but I did not want to look at him. For the baseball cap was such big a deal for me that it can count as Strikes 1 & 2, so his beer-gut could be considered Strike 3. Like I said, it may seem a bit "Chelsea boy" attitude at that moment, but the fact is I'm no spring chicken, I AM 39 YEARS OLD. So if I can maintain my physique by not the best of diets and without going to a gym, why can't he?

At point in the night, a few of us were on the bed fawning over this short muscular Latino. While I was touching him, one of the twins decided to give me a blowjob. It may seem cruel, but the fact is this was all he was getting out of me. First his outfit, then he gave me no eye contact to see if it was OK. Instead he just went for it. He was actually pretty good, but I kept getting distracted by touching him to show my appreciation and occasionally feeling that tank top. While I do have a kink for guys wearing only fitting tops and no pants, that was exactly the problem ----I knew he was also wearing of all things at a sex party...boxers. He at one point stood up thinking I would return the favor by giving him a blowjob ----I did not. I think I was in true "bitch-mode" that night because of so many guys trying to pursue me at a sex party wearing exactly what I said not to wear so soon after writing that blog entry.

Not long after, while in the lounging area, I was standing against the wall and the other twin with the baseball cap came up to me. He complimented me on my body, and I thanked him. He then asked me my age, when I told him I just turned 39. he got wide-eyed and said, "Really?! You look good!"

Well, I had to maintain my composure. Because it took every ounce of restraint to not let the blunt and brutally honest Aries in me come out and reply, "If you think I look good, thanks. But you are at a sex party, so you don't look good right now. Actually, you-look-stupid!"
 

Now for the record, while I'm critiquing these other guys attire at that sex party, it is only fair to reveal what I myself was wearing. I was wearing tube socks, yes, because I was not in my own home or one that I know well, so I'm not going around barefoot. But my main attire of attraction was a pair of the Priape Wear Itcha briefs you see in the picture, but in black. So you see, I do practice what I preach.

 
My thought about these people is this:
If you are that ashamed of your body that you can't even get naked at a sex party, and feel comfortable in your own skin, then it's a sign for you to adjust your life to where you lose the gut you are trying to hide. And if you're not hiding the gut, don't get offended by being turned away. At least I'm not one of these gym-rats who take up with an out-of-shape person for the sheer purpose of me being seen as "The Pretty One". Because even for a tryst, your confidence and pride you take in yourself makes you that much sexier.

Sex Party Etiquette: UN-dress Appropriately

In my treks to sex parties, there's one thing that has always bugged me. While this doesn't pertain to those who go to leather sex parties, I find myself turned off by what you some guys are wearing when they get undressed.

One big time turn-off are boxers. Not boxer-briefs, but boxers, because I came here to have sex with a man, not my dad. If you showed up wearing boxers to keep your balls cool so you could have a big load to show off, then it's better that you just check the boxers as well and walk around totally naked. OR have a more fitting form of underwear to walk around in. And if you're that uptight about your body, then stay home. In short, save your boxers for your boyfriend or husband. But for casual sex like that at a sex party, work your bikinis, thongs, jockstraps, boxer-briefs, and briefs.

I must add that in regards to briefs, we are supposed to grown men here, so leave the age-old classice in kiddie draws known as "tighty whities" at home.

Speaking of kiddie draws, I am also so fuckin' turned off by seeing any guy who wears Ginch Gonch or Ed Hardy, because at 1st glance, the prints on them remind me of the underwear I wore as a kid back in elementary school. Now, if by any chance I would try to recapture my youth, I am not sick enough to go so far that I want to incite kiddie fantasies. So if that's what you think is cute to wear to a sex party, think again.

While some guys don't know how to be undressed properly for a sex party, others can't even get undressed properly.

What is the deal with guys who fuck still wearing their underwear by pulling it just below their balls or ass, or stretching them out by wearing them like chains between their ankles?

Your underwear is expensive, I get it. I don't wear cheap underwear to a sex party myself. But I'm not such a Chelsea queen about my expensive underwear like this guy from the NY Jock Party. Practically everytime he fucks, he's still wearing his underwear. At least I take my underwear and wrap them around like an armband or ankle bracelet. Be a man for goodness sakes. After all, it is called NY Jock Party, not Clothes Whore Jock Party.

Some Black guys and wiggas, the issue of getting undressed inappropriately for a sex party also means YOU.

I'm going to say this one time in a tone you understand.

TAKE THAT MUTHA FUCKIN' CAP OFF YOUR MUTHA FUCKIN' HEAD WHEN YOU'RE LOOKIN' TO DO SOME MUTHA FUCKIN' FUCKIN'!!!!

Why do you some Black guys and wiggas do this? Are you so damn stupid that you cater to the narrow-minded White assholes who live for the thug fantasy? Try playing a fantasy worth playing. Let them have one of where they are having sex with a REAL MAN. Because thugs (be they straight, gay, or bi) are not men, they're faggots, and unworthy of dick or ass EXCEPT by another faggot. Now, while I'm not one to consider someone my brother just because of skin color, these niggers and wiggers who can't seem to take their hat off at a sex party are definitely NOT my brothers.

You see, be it a relationship, tryst, or a sex party....I fuck my brothers. And not in the incestuous sense, for I am not lowering myself to the level of Bel Ami's Peters Twins.

When I first started going to sex parties, I would let these things pass. But now, not so much, because I've come to realize that these fools are easily replaced by someone with enough sense to know how to UNdress appropriately for a sex party.

So bottom line, when you going to be fucking at a sex party, walk in there and have this plan....GET NAKED!

Sex Party Etiquette: No Lying Hosts, No Bigoted Patrons

As I said yesterday in "Write That Down #12", I am considering starting my own sex party. As my most loyal readers know, I have went to quite a few. So it stands to reason that I have been able to take note of what works, and what doesn't in keeping regulars and making new people come in and want to become regulars as well.

I feel some new blood is needed desperately in the sex party scene here in New York, because if you live here or have visited here, you must admit to the fact that the sex party scene here in NYC SUCKS! And not in a good way. I must also add that while many people would be quick to blame the party host, it is in some cases the party-goers who are at fault.

One thing I have seen that causes me to consider becoming a new needed presence on the sex party scene here are hosts being so money hungry that they claim many hot in-shape guys will be in attendance, when there are a lot of guys in attendance, BUT ----only a handful are in-shape. And even that handful leave almost as quickly as they show up, because they see the false advertising as well. Sure the action starts early at parties run this way. But who is the action started by? ---- Out-of-shape trolls, so of course sex is going to happen early because trolls will take almost anyone there who is willing to give it up. Also, based on the advertisement they should not have been invited to that kind of party in the 1st place. Instead, they should have looked for a party with a more open-door policy.

Now this may seem cruel, especially if you are one of those out-of-shape people, but the fact is, if you didn't take care of your body, why should I or any of the fit patrons want to see you fuck, OR want to fuck you ourselves? It makes me feel the need to ask the same question a friend told me someone imagined asking some of these out-of-shape people at a sex party. That question being, "WOULD YOU FUCK YOU?!"

I wonder when will these hosts realize that it is a bad idea to promise in-shape men, yet letting there be a combo of out-of-shape guys and hot guys with the out-of-shape guys outnumbering the hot guys by a great percentage. Don't they know that this may start off making a good deal of money, but will eventually result in a quick nose dive in numbers of attendees due to their false advertising thanks to word-of-mouth?

I mentioned earlier how the out-of-shape guys get the action started almost as soon as they walk into the play area. My screening process would make sure that the hot guys I invite would do the same, and not treat my sex party like it's a lounge party. This is a matter I've addressed in a past blog entry. This is another flaw that stems from party-goers here where they stand around being so full of themselves that they wait for the other guy to make the 1st move, even when it comes to eye contact. That winds up making the action take forever and a day to get started. I want guests who won't sit around, and chat about the things you should have come to the party to get away from giving a thought to. Nor or they to point and giggle like little school girls when others are man enough to suck and fuck like they are supposed to at a sex party, just as I've seen many a stereotypical fag do at sex parties catering to the "hot and in-shape". If I make a party, I plan to cater to hot and in-shape guys, too, but I'll be screening to lock my party door to chatterbox Chelsea queens.

Another flaw is the same one I mentioned in "Write That Down #12", and is also a flaw of the party-goer persnality (or lack thereof). I've seen the practice of people sticking to "their own" so much that not only did it inspire yesterday's post, but it inspired me to send an email to a party host as to why I wouldn't help him promote his party as I had originally said I would. For this reason, I think party-host should do better screening of who they put on their guestlist, where if a potential party-goer dares to say that a person of a certain ethnicity is excluded from playing with him, then that potential part-goer should be banned from attending. For I feel segregated behavior should be a private party where no money changes hands, making that the punishment for practicing segregation in the 21st century.

Now, I  know that creating a party that press such rules upon my guests and myself as host could make for a small turn-out. At least I would have the satisfaction of knowing that I created an atmosphere that was more free of racism than any other in this city than I've ever experienced thus far, and more full of the hot guys ready-for-action that I would promise. Because for me, it is quality over quantity.

However, quantity would have some say as to whether or not my ideas would work out for a short or long term basis. With that in mind, some may ask, what happens if my idea doesn't work out? My answer is simple. Like my life in porn, it's just a sex party, so if the people don't take the great quality ideas I have to offer ----then just like the slumming they are doing now with the bigoted and lying actors, producers, and directors in gay porn, they can continue that slumming with bigoted patrons and lying hosts that they are presently dealing with for sex parties. In short, I will move on to invest my time in something worthy of my insightful attention.

Have hearing the lack of ideas like mine being implemented the reason why those of you who would like to attend a sex party don't even bother? If I start a party with those ideas in mind, would that make you come...in more ways than one?

Let me know what you think. And if I don't do it, maybe someone else will read this, and at long last bring these great ideas to fruition for your pleasure.

Sex Party Etiquette: Don't Interrupt!

In my last post I said that I wasn't going to blog about this past weekend. However, for this post, I must go back on my word in order to explain a much needed point. That point being how at a sex party, one should NOT interrupt a couple having sex. Participate, YES. Interrupt, NO!

This needs further explanation, as I'm sure I'm about to be misunderstood. For it should be expected to be touched by someone other than the one(s) you're having sex with. HELLO, YOU ARE NOT AT HOME, YOU ARE AT A SEX PARTY. It's a matter of your relationship (if any) with one or more of the people involved, and because with that relationship in mind, where and how you touch on one or more of the people having sex.

The incident that made me need to address this rule of etiquette happened this past weekend at a new sex party. I had my sights set on this guy as soon as he walked into the party wearing a white 2(x)ist jockstrap. By the looks of his crotch, I didn't know what to expect should I be lucky enough to get him naked with a hard-on, as I myself am a grower, and not a shower. I made eye contact, and we got to talking. It turns out that I was robbing the cradle BIG TIME by my 38 year-old self lusting for this 21 year-old hottie.We got separated at one point, and when I found him, he was in a conversation with 2 other guys at the party. I stood diagonally behind him, and he never knew I was there until he just happened to turn around. When he saw me there, he said, "There you are!" He put his arms around me, I reciprocated, and this younger hottie took the reins by coming in closer to start making out with me. A lot different than the porn scenarios where the "daddy" makes the 1st move. As it always seems to happen with me, after I hook up with someone and we start making out, the whole room starts making out. And that is exactly what happened in that room that night.

As we started feeling each other up, I could feel his cock getting thicker and needing a release from the crotch of that jockstrap. As usual, I let the other guy show me how far he wants to go, so I let him pull my cock out of my underwear first, then I pulled out his. When I set his cock free, I discovered that he was just like me ----a grower. Even more of a grower to be honest. Just as I was going to wrap my mouth around so I could lick and salivate on his long thick cock, he beat me to the cocksucking by going down on mine first. With him squatting down, I was able to see the room growing with one make-out session after because of the sexual tension we had started.

I whispered to him, "Do you wanna fuck me?"

He whispered back, "Yeah!"

We made our way to the bed, with everyone watching us. We never went off to find other people separately for the entire night. After Round 1, we walked around with the intention of finding a 3rd, because we knew we wanted a Round 2. No such luck, so we went back to the bed for Round 2 with just us 2.

This time, we flip-fucked. It turned out being that he was a lot like me in letting people touch him even though he's not into them. Maybe it had something to do with us sharing a go-go boy past. We were discussing earlier how we found one guy in particular to be a bit gross, yet while my hottie was topping me, the gross guy was touching on both of us. Then we flipped it with me as the top. While I was topping my hottie doggy style, the gross guy crossed the line. He stuck his head under my crotch trying to lick from my nuts to my dick entering my hottie's sweet hole.

What's wrong with this?

The fact that niether me, or my hottie knew this guy. I've done tricks like that before ----when I know the person I'm touching. And where on my body this guy was going for, the point where my dick meets the hottie's hole, was too intimate a part of the sex to place yourself if you are not assocaited with me or him. With that in mind, here's a brief list of OK and NOT-SO-O.K. places to touch on a person when you are a stranger to all of them while they're in the midst of fucking at a sex party:

(1)Feeling on their bodies - OK, for a few seconds at least. Remember, you are a stranger after all.

(2)Attempting to feel an ass - OK, and the top and bottom should allow it - again, for at least a few seconds

(3)Jerking off the bottom's cock - OK to try, but it's the bottom's body, therefore the bottom's call. A top telling you "no" is an overbearing asshole.

(4)Trying to touch the point of intercourse connection with your hands, tonuge, or any other body part - NOT FUCKIN' O.K.!!!! This is when your participation becomes an interruption.

This dipshit made me lose my hard-on by doing this, and I'm sure I'm not the 1st, and because guys like him aren't reading this post, unfortunately I won't be the last. A friend I told this incident to said that I should have let a fart rip while he was down there interrupting. I have to say, that would have served him right for him being where he shouldn't have been. Especially when I'm the 1st guy in awhile to get in that hole, and it damn sure felt like it, too.

Well, at least since I'm passing on this information, so maybe there will be fewer incidents of this kind.

Sex Party Etiquette: Less Talking, More Fucking

At a sex party, the majority of sounds expected to come out of anyone's mouth are moans and groans. If any words are formed, they are expected to be along the lines of "Fuck yeah", "Give it to me", "Oh yeah, that's a tight hole", or "Oh fuck me with your big dick".

And my personal favorite that I did use at that party, "Fuck it hard, because it's yours now. Own that hole!"

Well, I left out some details about what happened at the NY Jock Party I mentioned in my last post. Don't get me wrong, I had some phenomenal sex. It was just that the energy of the guys around me was so off. One of the things I like about a sex party is drawing my energy from my fucking, and hearing so many other guys fucking around me. With my taste fior voyeurism, that makes me wish I could be in 2 places at once. That's usual for this party, but for this one in particular, such was not the case.

I saw guys sporadically fooling around with more clusters not being guys fucking or giving head, but clusters of friends getting together talking. In fact, I joked with the 1st guy I was with that night about how the Girls of The View were annoying the fuck out of me. After me and this guy fucked each other into exhaustion, we laid on the bed. Would you believe the cacklin' hens got so into their confab that they sat down on the foot of the bed and kept talking? Now, it's one thing to talk in a lounging area of the party, but in the area where the sex is going on? These guys had a serious lack of tact.

I told my guy, "Why don't we just bring out a fuckin' coffee table, and make the set complete for them?"

They were really getting annoying. I admit a sex party is a social gathering, but it's not a fuckin' tea party. We could hear their entire conversation. And they weren't laying the groundwork for fucking with their conversation where we were. These guys were gossiping. Now we all gossip, but when you gossip so much that you bring it to a sex party, not in the lounging area, but where the sex is going on, then you some serious issues, because the biggest gossipers you know do it to talk about others so they don't have to deal with themselves. So to bring gossiping to a sex party like that makes me wonder what kind of fucked up lives these guys have. YIKES!

At one point, the cacklin' bitch hens finally moved on. I told my guy that I was glad they moved because I felt like the Bed-Stuy ghetto boy was going to surface where I say, "GIRLS OF THE VIEW - will you please shut the fuck up! People are tryin' to fuck here, because after all, this is a SEX party, not a tea party! So why don't you suck a dick or sumpin' to quiet the fuck down! Now, once again I repeat, please----SHUT THE FUCK UP!"

While I said that the Bed-Stuy ghetto boy was ready to say that, the guy I was with said he was from Nebraska and he was ready to say it. That just goes to show you, this annoyance wasn't only in my mind. It was on the minds of quite a few as I later discovered as I was leaving.

So whoever these hens were, I hope they talked so much missing out on hot sex that their dim-witted asses believe the party wasn't fun and never come back. That is unless they realize it's a sex party, so next time they come, they arrive looking hot, not ready to talk, but ready to moan, and more than anything ready to fuck.

I think being that we are adults, we shouldn't need a sign at a sex party that says, "LESS TALKING, MORE FUCKING".

You have to admit that with guys like the Girls of The View around, it makes you wonder.

Sex Party Etiquette: Never Obsess

In past posts I have talked about the fun I've had at sex parties while learning new things about myself in the process. Well with a 3-day weekend approaching, that includes a possible trip to a sex party, I felt the need to remind guys of some rules of etiquette that some need to follow.

I mentioned in my last post about my going to NY Jock Party of how someone kept touching me even though I never responded. It happened again at my last visit. It may have been the same guy or someone who looked similar, but the behavior was the same. I was expecting Steve to show up, but during my wait, I did some fooling around with a few people. While I was fooling around with those people, EACH AND EVERY TIME he felt the need to touch me, and I never reciprocated. Not even by giving him so much as a smile. Then my friend Steve arrives, and while I was making out with Steve, this guy has to touch me. Steve fucks me, there are his hands on me AGAIN. Then while doing the after-sex make-out with Steve, AGAIN - this guy's fuckin' hands are on me. And everytime while I'm fooling around with someone else - ONCE THE FUCK AGAIN - guess what? Mr. Dumb-As-A-Bucket-Of-Rocks' hands are on me. This guy was the negative sterotype of a tall muscular guy - all brawn and no brains. I mean at what point does this retard learn that I AM NOT FUCKIN' INTERESTED?

Steve didn't notice the aggravation this guy was causing me at all. At one point he asked me if I wanted to go somewhere else. I responded to him with an emphatic, "YES!"

I told him how that guy was always touching on me, and Steve replied with a calm reassuring tone, "Hey, he likes you."

Steve didn't realize that I didn't need reassurance, but from this guy, I needed distance. So I told Steve, "No, you don't understand, he's been doing it since before you even got here. I can deal with 'like', but damn, that guy is obsessed. And it's not cute. It's fuckin' annoying."

At one point in the night I got to see this guy in the light, and he had a very nice body, and wasn't at all bad-looking. BUT as I thought back to his obsessive behavior towards me throughout the night, he became more and more ugly by the milli-second.

Another rule of etiquette that some people need to be reminded of is something I was reminded of in a recent blog post from my friend and fellow blogger In Bocca Di Lucas from the blog, Top To Bottom. He reminded us in that post of how some guys like to pull "the ol' shoving-my-head-into-their-crotch gesture, seeking oral satisfaction". And how unless you initally show that you like to be pushed around, that this gesture is a rude gesture.

I experienced this very recently at a Hot Jock Party. I was fooling around with one guy, then this other guy comes along with his hard-on and puts his dick in my face. I was so into the mode of being sexually insatiable that I didn't give the care I usually would of who it was. So actually, this guy got lucky to even pull that trick and get me to suck his dick at all.

This is where this bonafide so-half-assed-even-for-a-half-wit fucked himslef over royally.

Not only did he grab my head to try shoving his cock down my throat, but he grabbed me to make me devote more attnetion to him. This is the drawback to being a pornstar whose presence was not promoted at a sex party, because then you don't know if that behavior is because of that assinine assumption of "he's a pornstar, so he'll have sex with any of us without delay", or if that behavior is because the guy is simply a fuckheaded asshole because he oversteps his bounds often. I don't care which one it was in this case. Either way, I didn't appreciate it NOT ONE FUCKIN' BIT. And he got that shown to him every chance he tried approaching me thereafter.

I'm sitting on a bed and jerking my hard-on, and he stands in front of me with his big hard-on as if I'm just going to lovingly gag myself with it. - uh WRONG, MUTHA FUCKA!

He started out being a good-looking older guy who with proper conduct, could have stayed good-looking in my eyes, and got my tight hole wrapped around his thick dick. But instead of him - another tall, good-looking, older, hot-bodied, and better-mannered hottie got that pleasure. And his better manners helped him to maintain his good looks and add to his H.Q. (Hotness Quotient).

These obsessive behaviors make me wonder that while I know why I'm single, if these guys are also single, that it might be because of that obsessive and desperate behavior.

The bottom line of all this is to remind you that YOU MUST be ready to take "no" for an answer sometimes. No matter how great you think you look, or whether you think because your prospective hook-up is a Porn Actor that he/she will give it up without fuss, or because you believe that at a sex party "there is no such thing as 'no'", going to a sex party following any or all of these credos makes you an ugly and undesirable creature. You are not a man by any means behaving like this.

So respect others space, so you can demand the same in return. And if you're not desired right away, move on to another prospect. NEVER OBSESS.

Now go have some safe and sane fun fucking each other senseless.